Got way too drunk and lost my phone on Thursday, which is really annoying, I don’t know how I coped without an iPhone before. Made some bad decisions (no offense) as usual, don’t remember parts of the night and have no money left. Work has been super shitty too and Dad ended up in being taken to hospital at about 2am this morning after spitting up a heap of blood. He’s getting worse faster than any of us were expecting which I think is the worst part. It’s so hard to watch someone falling apart like he is. I’m so exhausted but don’t want to go to bed in case Dad wakes up and I don’t want him to wake Mum up because she’s stressed enough. I don’t know why I’m even writing this but I can’t sleep so this will have to do.